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[Dec. 15th, 2009|09:13 pm] |
Ultimately, the ego doesn't want anything to do with truth, anything to do with reality, anything to do with liberation. Absolutely nothing to do with it. Ultimately, it doesn't want help, it doesn't want to listen, it doesn't want to hear anything that points to reality. All it wants is more things to support it and enable it, that's all the ego wants. The ego doesn't want awakening, it does not want truth, it does not want reality. The ego wants drama, problems, questions and at deeper levels it just wants hopelessness and despair. It wants fear, guilt and dread, it wants issues. The ego doesn't give a shit about reality, it doesn't give a shit about the actual truth. It only cares about playing victim, being separate and seeing things through its perceptive, distorted, freaky lens.
The ego is wacked out, it is totally delusional and insane and it thinks itself to be so necessary, so intelligent and so needed. It feels like existence could not do without it, that's why it fears death so much, because it actually believes that existence depends on it. All the ego really cares about is its concerns, its questions, its desires, hopes, fears, ideas, beliefs, predictions, worries, troubles. It does not care about anything or anyone else in the least, it has no interest in anything other than itself. Ego firmly believes it is number one, it is the most important thing to ever have existed and it believes that the functioning of the universe depends on its existence. It wants to convince everybody that what it thinks is the right way to think, it wants everybody to think like itself. The ego is the greatest lunatic, insane maniac in all of creation. There is nothing more vicious, rabid and delusional than the ego. It is absolutely out of touch. It believes it has a right to live and to be, it believes itself to be useful and highly functional, it believes itself to hold and carry truth. It believes it is the owner and carrier of truth, it thinks it is the best, most wise and intelligent sage, it knows everything. It believes it is God. It overrides all the laws of the universe, what actually is the truth and what actually is going on... it only see its story, its view, its perspective, it want nothing to do with anybody else's, it doesn't really care about anybody's views but it's own views, it is insane, delude, delusional and incredibly destructive and evil.
The ego is the vilest monster that has ever existed anywhere: it is inside of YOU, nowhere else. Once you see through your ego and the ego falls off the cliff of your consciousness -- there will be no more ego anywhere on the planet for you. You will not be able to see it any longer. You will lose the ability to believe that there is such a thing as ego, you will be liberated and free. If you still believe there is such a thing as ego, you are seeing evil. The whole purpose of sanity is to: see no evil. The ego is not in charge, it is not in control, it never has been and never, ever will be. The ego does not own time, does not own flow, does not own truth, does not own life, does not own destiny, does not own awakening, does not own enlightenment, does not own anything.
The lunatic ego within you will inevitably lose the battle that it started. Truth is not battling against anyone or anything, in truth there is no battle. Battle is only of ego, so no matter what side wins or loses the ego loses because winning or losing is only of the ego.
The ego is an absolute lunatic, an absolutely vile and destructive machine that MUST DIE. |
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